Only once will I cry...

I feel as if my emotions for someone grow stronger every day, and that I cannot control myself in expressing my feelings for that one. I don't know where that one may be but in my mind. I fail at Expressing those feelings justly, however. Just once, only once, at least once, I wish I could just break down into tears in the arms of the one I love or find that one to show that I will become anything to prove my undying, sacrificial, and ever-attempting(made-up word) unconditional love. I dream that I can weep for a person who weeps for me every day to succeed and proves that love has no boundaries, She understands G-d in a way through relationships that I wish I could fathom. I love you! Wherever you may be... I weep every day for you, I just wish I could express it to you.