Future Dreams

I don't know if my dream, or G-d's instructions and passion is to be a father of many children here in the states, either coaching and/ or sports announcing and raising my kids with a close to normal life full of sports, first hand anything, and living something close to the "American Dream"; or I think I may have a bigger passion for living outside of the U.S. in either Europe living a completely different life than what I have known, or an even bigger step is moving to South America or Africa and living there raising kids among the people being completely immersed among another beautiful creation of G-d's and learning a new way to live for a better 20-30 years of my life. Who knows, I am completely G-d's tool, even though I may not be the strongest or sharpest tool, I am definately willing to be used as suffice for G-d's bigger and better plan for me.